N.. My family always said I was the bad child Throwin' me away into the bad pile All my life been puttin' on a fake smile Sittin' on my own, feel like I'm exiled N.. Feelin' like I always Do the wrong things Tellin' all their friends that I'm the rad kid Now I'm on my own, I lost my magic Dealin' with your bullshit now I'm o - ver it And you took a part of me Left me with the memories oh We were never a family Now you're standin' in front of my door-or-or-or Like none of this happened at all-all-all-all N.. I guess I'm always gonna be the bad child I guess I'm always gonna be the mad child 'Cause you will never understand my weird mind My weird mi-i-i-i-nd And to every single person here that doubts me Tellin' me that they could live without me 'Cause they will never understand my weird mind My weird mi-i-i-i-nd I've never really been the one to reach out Actin' like my life was squeaky clean now Like everythin' I Do is just a letdown N.. Feelin' like I always Do the wrong things Tellin' all their friends that I'm the rad kid Now I'm on my own, I lost my magic Dealin' with your bullshit now I'm o-ver it And you took a part of me Left me with the memories oh We were never a family Now you're standin' in front of my door-or-or-or Like none of this happened at all-all-all-all N.. I guess I'm always gonna be the bad child I guess I'm always gonna be the mad child 'Cause you will never understand my weird mind My weird mi-i-i-i-nd And to every single person here that doubts me Tellin' me that they could live without me 'Cause they will never understand my weird mind My weird mi-i-i-i-nd They say I've lost my mind They say I'll never find it I think they're kinda right In fact I kinda like it They say I've lost my mind They say I'll never find it I think they kinda right N.. I guess I'm always gonna be the bad child I guess I'm always gonna be the mad child 'Cause you will never understand my weird mind My weird mi-i-i-i-nd And to every single person here that doubts me Tellin' me that they could live without me 'Cause they will never understand my weird mind My weird mi-i-i-i-nd N.. My family always said I was the bad child