How have I come to this? How did I slip and fall? How did I throw half a lifetime away without any thought at all? This should've been my time. It's over, it never began. | * * | | I turned my eyes from so much for so long and I no longer can I try to blame it on fortune. Some kind of shift in the stars. But I know the truth and it haunts me. I learned it a little too late. | * * | I know the truth and it mocks me. I know the truth and it shocks me. Itís flown just a little too far. Why do I want him still? Why, when there's nothing there? Must I go on for the rest of my life, to pretend I don't care? This shouldíve been my time. It's over, it never began. | * * | I closed my eyes to so much for so long and I no longer can. I try to blame it on fortune. Some kind of twist in my fate. But I know the truth and it haunts me. I learned it a little too late. | * * | I know the truth and it mocks me. I know the truth and it shocks me. I learned it a little too late.