Well I don't believe in God But she talks to me all the time And I banish my mother But she holds me when I cry And I've been unfaithful But with me he'll spend the rest of his life And I have been forgiven By all whom I've betrayed and love And I have everything I want Is it ever enough? Still I can't be still Still I can't be silent Still I can't be still Still I can't be saved Still I can't be still Still I can't be silent Still I'm....still Well I don't believe I'm beautiful But at least I have my sister's smile And I resist the muses But they sing to me in exile And destiny's not deafening But it hushed me like a child And everytime I feel as though I'm Closer to the eye The storm winds blow, I run inside And though I feel revived Still I can't be still Still I can't be silent Still I can't be still Still I can't be saved Still I can't be still I can't be silent Still I'm....still The insatiable peace My quest for, for true serenity, yeah No matter how hard the rain, the thirst The thirst is neverending No matter how many friends or angels been sent down to To take me away They can't make it okay They can't make it okay And everytime I feel as though I'm Closer to the eye The storm winds blow, I run inside And though I feel revived Yes, everytime I feel as though I'm Closer to the eye The storm winds blow, I run inside And though I feel revived I don't believe I'm beautiful At least I've got my sister's smile I resist the muses But they sing to me in exile