I should be living the dream But I'm livin' with a security team And that ain't gonna change, no I got a paranoia in me And you wouldn't believe Everything that I seen, no Comin' apart at the seams And no one around me knows Who I am, what I'm on Who I've hurt and where they've gone I know that I've done some wrong But I'm tryna make it right To the one I love, bring me 'round Get me out right now (Oh-oh) And know that I love you But I'm still learning to love myself (To love my-, to love my-, to love my-) I'm still learning to love myself (To love my-, to love my-, to love my-) Yeah, yeah I should be living the dream But I Go home and I got no self-esteem (Nope) You think I'm swimmin' in green But it's passed around my family tree No man wants to really commit Intimidated 'cause I get paid and shit In the crowd, you're readin' my lips But no one around me knows Who I am, what I'm on Who I've hurt and where they've gone I know that I've done some wrong But I'm tryna make it right The same mistakes on and on To all my friends, I'm sorry for And know that I love you But I'm still learning to love myself (To love my-, to love my-, to love my-) I'm still learning to love myself (To love my-, to love my-, to love my-) Yeah, yeah Oh, I try and I try to remember sometimes If I breathe, it's alright, but some things don't change I'm still learning to love myself (To love my-, to love my-, to love my-) Yeah, yeah Who I am, what I'm on Who I've hurt and where they've gone I know that I've done some wrong But I'm tryna make it right To the one I love, bring me 'round Get me out right now (And the ones I love) And the ones I love But I'm still learning to love myself (To love my-, to love my-, to love my-) I'm still learning to love myself (To love my-, to love my-, to love my-) Yeah, yeah Oh, I try and I try to remember sometimes If I breathe, it's alright, but some things don't change I'm still learning to love myself (To love my-, to love my-, to love my-) Yeah, yeah I'm still learning to love myself