Текст песни Halsey - Still Learning

I should be living the dream
 But I'm livin' with a security team
 And that ain't gonna change, no
 I got a paranoia in me
 And you wouldn't believe
 Everything that I seen, no
 Comin' apart at the seams
 And no one around me knows

 Who I am, what I'm on
 Who I've hurt and where they've gone
 I know that I've done some wrong
 But I'm tryna make it right
 To the one I love, bring me 'round
 Get me out right now (Oh-oh)
 And know that I love you

 But I'm still learning to love myself
 (To love my-, to love my-, to love my-)
 I'm still learning to love myself
 (To love my-, to love my-, to love my-) Yeah, yeah

 I should be living the dream
 But I Go home and I got no self-esteem (Nope)
 You think I'm swimmin' in green
 But it's passed around my family tree
 No man wants to really commit
 Intimidated 'cause I get paid and shit
 In the crowd, you're readin' my lips
 But no one around me knows

 Who I am, what I'm on
 Who I've hurt and where they've gone
 I know that I've done some wrong
 But I'm tryna make it right
 The same mistakes on and on
 To all my friends, I'm sorry for
 And know that I love you

 But I'm still learning to love myself
 (To love my-, to love my-, to love my-)
 I'm still learning to love myself
 (To love my-, to love my-, to love my-) Yeah, yeah
 Oh, I try and I try to remember sometimes
 If I breathe, it's alright, but some things don't change
 I'm still learning to love myself
 (To love my-, to love my-, to love my-) Yeah, yeah

 Who I am, what I'm on
 Who I've hurt and where they've gone
 I know that I've done some wrong
 But I'm tryna make it right
 To the one I love, bring me 'round
 Get me out right now (And the ones I love)
 And the ones I love

 But I'm still learning to love myself
 (To love my-, to love my-, to love my-)
 I'm still learning to love myself
 (To love my-, to love my-, to love my-) Yeah, yeah
 Oh, I try and I try to remember sometimes
 If I breathe, it's alright, but some things don't change
 I'm still learning to love myself
 (To love my-, to love my-, to love my-) Yeah, yeah

 I'm still learning to love myself