Текст песни Halsey - Forever Is A Long Time

I spent a long time watering a plant made out of plastic
 And I curse the ground for growing green
 I spent a long time substituting honest with sarcastic
 And I curse my tongue for being mean

 And weightless, breathless restitute
 Motionless and absolute
 He cut me open, sucked the poison from an aging wound
 Now fifty thousand war cadets
 Would cower at this small brunette
 To my surprise, not six feet high
 Would reach and grab the moon if I
 Should ask or just imply
 That I wanted a bit more light
 So I could look inside his eyes
 And get the colors just right
 Just right, just right, just

 Build love, build God, build provinces
 Build calluses, break promises
 'Cause I could never hold a perfect thing and not demolish it
 What  I thinking? What does this mean?
 How could somebody ever love me?
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 Talk to your man, tell him he's got bad news comin'