I'm wasting my life on pointless things. I sometimes think, When does life begin? I'm falling out of conversations. I can't pay attention. Repeat the question. I need to be alone, Or I'm gonna lose my shit. I need to be alone, Or I'm gonna lose my shit. I'm waiting for something to change. 'Cause everyday Just feels the same. It's getting harder to exist. I don't want to Feel like this. I need to be alone, Or I'm gonna lose my shit. I need to be alone, Or I'm gonna lose my shit.