I'm sipping pink Lucozade We're blazing on that new found haze I'm seeing in the blacks and grays I'm hoping that the basket sways Left to right Sit and talk shit all night Does that make it right for smoke? Maybe, or am I just seeing shit? Seeing the pain side in this house of FEAR You don't even wanna know About the things I hear Quick fix, headlines shine bright You're the fuckin' deer I'm just wishing, it's ambition that got you your position, you'll be fishing For far too long You're the bad guy in this movie And I ain't wrong I don't breathe the pollution And the only solution Is making shit confusing And it ain't about who's winning or losin' It's 'bout the path your choosing Time heals pain and promotes self-soothing When the scares are gone you can't see bruising Wanted three things: watches, chains and gold rings I'm getting caught up in the feelings that they bring A lack of sanity, losing touch with reality Smoking too much, it's starting to fog up my clarity Traveling in the day but you're still looking far to me Bulls eye you the dot to me Emotions splattered, same pattern Can't even begin to spot 'em I'm sad about shit that never happened No lies in my eyes Nothing but truth will leave my mouth I'm tryna fuckin scream But the words won't come out Oh, I'm tryna fuckin' scream But the words won't come out She's older, I told her We ain't meant to be It takes two not three But I'm here any way I hope he's leaving soon Sudden not to see The elephant in this room Disguised as your perfume But the smell of it consumes, It takes all my mind You can search the world But you will never find I see everything you've done to me Be there, you run to me I don't need to pace I don't need the stamina If this shit was it Girl, I probably woulda ran from ya Kept running Outwit, cause you cunnin' That outfit cause you stunnin' Begging 'cause I'm losing mage Got me feeling some type of way I can't explain The fuck is going on? I think I got it wrong When I told you I was over, or were you under?