I don't know how to put this
It's taken me so long to do this
I'm falling asleep and I can't see straight
My muscles feel like a meelee
My body is curled in a U- Shape
I put on my best but I'm still afraid
Propped up by lies and promises
Saving my place as life forgets
Maybe it's time I saw the world
I'm only here for awhile
and patience is not my style
and I'm so tired that I gotta go
Where am I supposed to hide now?
What am I supposed to do?
did you really think I wouldn't see this through?
Tell me I should stick around for you
Tell me I can have it all
I'm still too tired to care, and I gotta go
I get to go home in one week
but I'm leaving home in three weeks
They throw me a bone just to pick me dry
I'm following suit and direction
I crawl up inside for protection
I'm told what to do and I don't know why
I'm overexisting in limbo
I'm over the myths and placebos
I don't really mind if I just..... fade away
I'm ready to live with my family
I'm ready to die in obscurity
cause I'm so tired that I gotta go
what am I supposed to hide now?
what am I supposed to do?
You still don't think I gonna see this through
Tell me I'm a part of history
Tell me I can have it all
I'm still too tired to care and I gotta go