I wish I was..Too dead to cry The self-affliction fades Stones to throw at my creator Masochist to which I cater You don't need to bother I don't need to breathe I'll keep slipping farther But once I'm done I won't let go till it bleeds I wish I was Too dead to care If indeed I cared at all Never had a voice to protest So you fed me shit to digest I wish I had a reason My flaws are open seasoned For this I gave up trying One good time deserves my dying I wish I died Instead of lived A zombie hides my face Shelf forgotten with it's memories Dire is left with cryptic entries And you don't need to bother I don't need to be I'll keep slipping farther But once I'm gone I'll never live down my disease
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