I was sitting here thinking one day Maybe I should go back to writing my own songs I was also thinking, what if no one listens to it or if no one likes what I write My music is what keeps me going People look at me like, what are you doing next I started playing guitar, just a little while ago So I started writing my own songs It turns out people really like what I do I don't know what I'd do without them here Because of my music, my life could take me places I've never seen before, if I wanted it too But that's not what I want to do with my life I'm joining the military, to take my life somewhere new A lot of people don't think I can do it But I think if I trained hard enough I can do it Yeah, my life is nothing, if I can't make my own choices I'm eighteen now, Waiting on time to stop flying by I need time to feel like its just time I need my world to be mine And someone to love me No matter what my life takes me through If you happen to be that person Then you should feel lucky to have me too I'm not the easiest person to love If you're my friend then I thank you For being there for me My life is terrible, but I get through it Even though everyone is constantly sticking my head in the mud (Repeat chorus)
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