You told me right from the start You were no good and you'd just leave me blue How'd I let this get so far Me sitting here crying over you As I sit here in this bar The neon lights illuminate the truth That you were always my favorite poison The way to mix my pleasure and my pain And I can still feel you here beside me I loved and lost I'll live and learn it's all the same I still have you in my dreams I close my eyes and see you in that gown And my skin misses your touch Your fingertips turned me into your clown Now the need to kill the pain The whiskey burns the memories they drown But you were always my favorite poison The way to mix my pleasure and my pain And I can still feel you here beside me I loved and lost I'll live and learn it's all the same