I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all Believe me, baby, I've had it worse I would jump off a bridge but I think I'd just fall I guess that's why they call it a curse The pills I'm on just aren't quite enough At least it's better than it used to be Everyone leaves when things get tough I can feel them staring back at me I don't love you as much as I used to I don't know when that happened Maybe someday I'll see you again For now I can always pretend The holes in my memory are shaped like you I'm happier than I ever was before You've left me grey and black and blue All the same, it's still you I adore It's hard for me to say What was lost and what was gained Love is beside the point I guess I'll never really know [Chorus](x2) I don't love you as much as I used to I don't know when that happened Maybe someday I'll see you again For now I can always pretend I don't love you as much as I used to I don't know when that happened Maybe someday I'll see you again For now I can always pretend
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