AM The pain and distress that I am going through AM the sense of release that this is leading to AM I open up from within AM I feel the knife go sinking in AM the steel against my skin is slipping in, I'm cutting AM the steel against my skin is slipping in I'm cutting, cutting, cutting AM the sadness emptiness and rage AM I've felt this way since I come of age AM the fear when I hear a mans voice AM reminding me that I have no choice AM the steel against my skin is slipping in I'm cutting AM the steel against my skin is slipping in, I'm cutting cutting cutting AM the pain that I let loose AM is like a witness to my abuse AM my heart my feelings torn AM it's like I've been cursed since the day I was born AM the steel against my skin is slipping in I'm cutting AM the steel against my skin is slipping in I'm cutting cutting cutting AM the sharpness of the steel the stinging of the blade AM the tearing of my skin the blood stained mess I made AM I can't go on like this I feel so insecure AM I only want to heal myself so I can cut some more AM the steel against my skin is slipping in i'm cutti AM the steel against my skin is slipping in i'm cutting cutting cutting