Текст песни Misc Unsigned Bands - Nikky Miles - Not After All

You ain't worth of thrusting, you're a liar
ain't worth believing, there's nothing good left of you
after years of lies and all that fake happiness
I wanna leave you, yes I do
but I can't, it's not possible
it's not easy to burn a half of self
even though it's nothing good

You think its easy to leave you
you think it's easy to forget
big part of my life is lost in lies
after all the lies, it's finally gone
after everything that you've done
don't think it's easy
don't think it's easy
cause it's not
easy to forget
it's not easy to forget
no, no, no
it's not easy at all, not at all
not after all

You try to convince me to stay
that there's still something worth staying
but I'm not allowed
it's not how it works
I'm not allowed to still love you
not after all that happened once
neither I'm allowed to forget, all that what holds me back
you're that scary shadow, 
following me everywhere and making darkness around me
when I should be still shining after all...