I've been home about 6 months now And I still have my doubts I'm not sure how I got here Or how I'm gonna get out My mama says I look the same as I did before I left But if she could see inside of me It would, scare her to death I can still taste the powder, from the barrel of my gun And I can hear my sergeant screamin' "run soldier run" I can feel the backpack on my shoulder, god it weighted a ton. And I see death in every single thought. They taught me how to put that uniform on But I just cant get it off. Last Saturday they honored us In a small parade downtown. And when they set off those fireworks I nearly hit the ground. While they smiled and cheered for us All I could do was stare. Cause half of me is here at home And half of me is back there. *Chorus* Break: Yeah there's no end in sight Cause' even though I'm home now, I'm still fighting for me life. *Chorus*