0 1 0 =N 0 2 0 - N N I wish I could save my friends N I'm not aging as fast as them And when I die I'll take all my surplus time with me I can thank my lucky stars above N I haven't been destroyed by love I'm starving for a prophet I can finally believe - N -You'll never forget N -the charred remains of past mistakes -Until you scatter the ashes out into the wind N -Play connect the dots N -With the street lights at night -And make your new home is wherever they end. I haven't seen much evidence N I remain a little unconvinced My best is really good enough Or if it's good at all But I'm glad I learned a thing or two N From all the shit I'm going through I've amassed a little pride To comfort me before my fall - N -Like a roaring train N -Regret smashes into me -Because I can't find the strength enough to dodge it - N -Willing and Submissive I follow N -wherever the path before me leads -But I'm not so blind I can't step over the dog shit