hey every one i hope that you like this song! I'm a beginning artist and im trying to get my stuff out there. all i want to do is satisfy you all i want to do is make your day stay away from, stay away from me all i want to do is make you smile all i want to see is heaven in your eyes in my world you dont exist. Can't you see this? i love you thats why i hate you dont you see that i am on probation i love you thats why i hate you i can't handle this i am on probation I once loved you maybe too much i once loved you to an extreme now i regret it - or do i? i guess it was too much for everyone to handle i guess thats why i feel guilty somehow i guess i should hold back, and get a hold on myself (CHORUS) i guess i should have got a grip on my self i guess i should have that out of somebody else (CHORUS X2) ENDING: P.S. i wrote this song because my mom found out about something i did and put me on probation from guys. i hope you like it!