Song Played on Capo 5 I watched the sunrise yesterday Iâve always slept through it this time I stayed awake I thought about a lot, and I cried about a lot And I fought with my self inside Pre-Chorus Oh what to do with me What to do with this mess But itâs life, and it hurts, and it gives us so much meaning A Oh itâs life, and it hurts, and it keeps us right on going Onward, upward and better Onward, upward and better I walked home to the light of a full moon, It lit my path To love, to peace, my home at last I thought along the way, I cried along the way And I fought with myself inside Pre-Chorus Iâm trying to find the honest words from my heart The ones I wish I would have spoken from the start Iâve thought about too much, Iâve cried about too much And Iâve fought with myself inside Pre-Chorus