Текст песни Misc Unsigned Bands - Justin Butler - Whats Killing Me

What's Killing Me
(By Justin Butler)

(Verse 1)
Sitting in this room, dark and cold
It's been over a year and I don't know if it ends
But all I know is that you meant everything to me
You were the reason I kept going
And that's what's killing me

Now I see that the light at the end of the tunnel
Isn't light at all
It's a darkness so blinding that I forgot where I went wrong

(Instrumental)     

(Verse 2)
I finally realized I would never know
Singing songs of never giving up
Yet finding myself letting go
How can someone mean so much, yet still bring you down?
The best thing that ever happened to me is killing me now

I see that the light at the end of the tunnel
Isn't light at all
It's a darkness so blinding

(Chorus)
'Cause I created a fantasy where I was happy
With what I thought would get me by
But now I see that you're no good for me
I only feel empty
I'm telling you this now in case you were wondering why

(Instrumental)     

(Verse 3)
If you really ever cared at all
You'd had told me to stay away
And not silently shut me out
Because sometimes an overdose of pain is what we need to get through the day

(Chorus)
'Cause I created a fantasy where I was happy
With what I thought would get me by
But now I see that you're no good for me
I only feel empty
I'm telling you this now in case you were wondering why

(Instrumental)     

(Verse 4)
But the worst part of it all isn't that you're gone
'Cause you're still around where ever I go
In my heart and in my mind
Now I'm saying goodbye, 'cause we were never meant to be
The fact that I'll always be a regret to you
That's what's killing me