I think I'm single-handedly holding up the industry of pain medication and junk food. I hate hate hate when I get like this my mind is thinking in nonsense I've got so much time but nothing to do And I've been buying lottery tickets I know deep down that I wont win I just wanna say I'm sorry I'm sorry but I don't know how to begin and recently everything has been moving way way way too fast I dont know how this started, but I hope it doesn't last. I've been thinking how my life is a political cartoon: it's pretty funny, but I know that's not the point. And I've been buying lottery tickets I know deep down that I wont win I just wanna say I'm sorry I'm sorry but I don't know how to begin Like Franklin Delano Roosevelt, there are certain things that I've felt I can't let anyone know about. I can't let word get out.