I guess I never realized How lonesome I could be I never thought the time would come When you'd grow tired of me Your voice was never sweeter than The day you said goodbye You never know how much I hurt Cause I'm too big to cry If I knew then what I know now You'd still be kissin' me Instead there's someone elses lips Where my two lips should be I say, hello, and wish you well Each time as you walk by You never know how much I hurt Cause I'm too big to cry You never did look lovelier Than when you walked away When I can't sleep I don't count sheep I count mistakes I've made I can't believe you don't love me No matter how I try You never know how much I hurt Cause I'm too big to cry It seems so strange to be alone I never dreamed we'd part The tears that fall, you'll never see There fallin' in my heart To go through life without you're love I guess I'd rather die You never know what I go through Cause I'm too big to cry
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