Lost and alone I'm out of the stone Repeat this process everyday Nothings my own The dreams that I've grown I won't control and throw away I need to make the decision I need to make it right I need to lead the parade Or this shit will fucking take my life I want to kill the decisions I want to make it right I want to pass this test And complete my tormented life This curse is my own It follows me home It's like a child that wants to play The thoughts in my brain The subconscious pain Makes me think why do I stay I need to make the decision I need make it right I need to lead the parade Or this shit will take my life I want to kill the decisions I want to make it right I want to pass this test And complete my tormented life I want to kill the decisions I want it to be right I want to pass this test And complete this tormented life Happy, everything was wonderful So happy, it's beautiful I need to make the decision I need to make it right I want to kill the decisions I want to make it right I want to pass this test And complete my tormented life I want to kill the decisions I want to make it right I want to pass this test And complete my tormented life I'm happy, I knew you'd make it right Everything is wonderful