Every time I see you I got that feeling that I've seen you before And each time I try to talk to you I just get the feeling that I'm being a bore And I'm sitting down there with my hands on my head and all I'm thinking about is a shadow falling over my mind And I feel if I get to talk to you like something's gotta... like the sun's gotta shine It's always been so difficult for me to talk to you in my small dark place And everything I feel so strange about keeps on changing its shape One day I might open my eyes and decide that I am dead Until that day I'll just try to dream of you inside my head You were soiled You are now I want you To feel real blue All my life I'm beginning to feel like I'm running to where nothing really exists And I... write a thought of mine on my T-shirt instead I feel like a child, I put pen to paper and I'm beginning to cry And all you can do is absorb my tears when I do not say bye bye You're so good You are mine I'm so bad When I don't shine You're so fine out of time You're so cruel to this fool I wanna talk but all is blocked and I just don't know ever what to say And every night I'm dreaming, dreaming