Текст песни Flatsound - Fading

every day reminds me that i still exist 
but don't deserve to be here for what i did 
maybe things were never supposed to be this good 

if that's the case i'm grateful for who you were 
because who you were was real 

i've adapted to this normal pace 
and found comfort in every day 
but the pattern that has kept me safe is fading 
now i'm crawling through the mess i've made 
it stains my clothes with awful shades 
that scream that i deserve the fate i've chosen 
and all this emotion was wasted 

from the depths of the ocean 
from the bottom of the sea 
i said i'm sorry, i'm sorry. 
nothing i can say now 
would justify a thing 
just know i'm sorry, i'm sorry."