Текст песни Evanescence - Self Esteem(The Offspring cover )

I wrote her off for the tenth time today 
And practice all the things I would say 
But she came over 
I lost my nerve 
I took her back and made her dessert 

Now I know I"m being used 
That?s okay man cause I like the abuse 
I know she"s playing with me 
That"s okay cause I got no self esteem 

We make plans to go out at night 
I wait till 2 then I turn out the light 
All this rejection"s got me so low 
If she keeps it up I just might tell her no 

When she"s saying that she wants only me 
Then I wonder why she sleeps with my friends 
When she"s saying that I"m like a disease 
Then I wonder how much more I can spend 
Well I guess I should speak up for myself 
But I really think it"s better this way 
The more you suffer 
The more it shows you really care 
Right? yeah yeah yeah 

Now I"ll relate this little bit 
That happens more than I"d like to admit 
Late at night she knocks on my door 
Drunk again and looking to score 

Now I know I should say no 
But that"s kind of hard when she"s ready to go 
I may be dumb 
But I"m not a dweeb 
I"m just a sucker with no self esteem 

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When she"s saying that she wants only me 
Then I wonder why she sleeps with my friends 
When she"s saying that I"m like a disease 
Then I wonder how much more I can spend 
Well I guess I should speak up for myself 
But I really think it"s better this way 
The more you suffer 
The more it shows you really care 
Right? yeah yeah yeah