This sounds quite interesting on acoustic guitar. Played in standard tuning (EADGBE), no capo. The chords are is played for 1 bar, for bar and then for 2 bars. This is repeated for the entire song. Lyrics ( Verse1 ) As i fall deeper into a manic state Im a prime candidate for the gene to receive the drug addict traits Blood pressure climbs at a dramatic rate I seem to gravitate to the bottle of night quil then i salivate Start off with the night quil like i think I'll just have a taste Couple sips of that then i gradually graduate Too a harder prescription drug called Valium like ya that's great I go to take just one and i end up like having eight Now i need something in my stomach cuz i haven't ate Maybe I'll grab a plate of nachos and I'll have a steak And you'd think with all i have at stake Look at my daughters face.... Mommy somethings is wrong with dad i think He's acting weird again he's really beginning to scare me Wont shave his beard again and he pretends he doesn't hear me And all he does is eat Doritos and Cheetos And he just fell asleep in his car eating three musketeers in the rear seat ( Hook ) Sometimes i feel so alone, I just don't know ,feels like i been down this road before, So lonely and cold, It's like something takes over me, Soon as i go home and close the door, kinda feels like deja vu, I wanna get away from this place i do, But i cant and i wont say i tried but i know that's a lie cuz i don't and why i just don't know..... ( Verse2 ) Maybe just a nice cold brew what's a beer Thats the devil in my ear i been sober a fuckin year And that fucker still talks to me he is all i can fuckin hear Marshall come on we'll watch the game it's the cowboys and buccaneers And maybe if i just drink half I'll be halved buzzed for half of the time Who's that mastermind behind that little line With that kind of rational man i got half a mind Too have another half of glass of wine sound asinine Ya i know But i never had no problem with alcohol Ouch look out for the wall aim for the couch im about to fall I missed the couch and down i go looking like a bouncing ball Shit must have knocked me out cuz i aint feel the ground at all Wow what the fuck happened last night where am i Man fuck am i hungover and god damn i got a head ache Shit half a vicodin why cant i ? " All systems ready for take off please stand by " ( Hook ) Sometimes i feel so alone, I just don't know ,feels like i been down this road before, So lonely and cold, It's like something takes over me, Soon as i go home and close the door, kinda feels like deja vu, I wanna get away from this place i do, But i cant and i wont say i tried but i know that's a lie cuz i don't and why i just don't know..... ( Verse3 ) So i take a vicodin splash it hits my stomach and ahh A couple weeks go by it aint even like im getting high now i need it just not to feel sick ya im getting by Wouldn't even be taking this shit if deshaun didn't die Oh ya theres an excuse you lose proof so you use There's new rules it's cool if it's helpin you to get through It's twelve noon aint no harm in self inducing a snooze What else is new fuck it what would elvis do in your shoes now here i am 3 months later full blown relapse Just get high untill the kids get home from two homes relax And since im convinced that im in-somniac I need these pills to be able to sleep so i take 3 naps Just to be able to function throughout the day lets see That's an ambian each nap how many valium 3 And that will average out to about one good hours sleep Ok so now you see the reason how come he Has taken 4 years just too put out an album b See me and you we almost had the same outcome Heath Cuz that christmas you know the nomonia thing It was bolognya was it the methadone ya think Or the hydrocodone you hide inside your pornos your vcr tape cases with you ambian cr great places to hide aint it So you can lie to hailie im going beddy bye whitney baby good night elaina Go in the room and shut the bedroom door and wake up in ambulance They said they found me on the bathroom floor ( Hook ) Sometimes i feel so alone, I just dont know ,feels like i been down this road before, So lonely and cold, It's like something takes over me, Soon as i go home and close the door, kinda feels like deja vu, I wanna get away from this place i do, But i cant and i wont say i tried but i know thats a lie cuz i dont and why i just dont know.....