I can not recognise I can not recognise my face in the mirror I suffer from myself I don't know why I do so That pain forever Realization fears me The truth of never Of knowing I'll never be I suffer from myself I don't know why I do so I don't know why I have lost my soul All my life is filled with death And this poison is my wealth Now I see I pour it Pour it on every head Still I struggle Still I struggle with myself Trying to possess To possess my poor brain That pain forever Realization fears me The truth of never Of knowing I'll never be No one helps me No one helps me to break this shit Still I struggle Still I struggle to incest All my life is filled with death And this poison is my wealth Now I see I pour it Pour it on every head ... go and fuck yourself I hate you-u-u-u, I hate you!