I changed my life for you and all that you could do Is betray me, how could you play me You got me doing things I know I shouldn't do Am I crazy to live this way see I know I'm wrong, I'm shamed everyday We're not as one, but you think it's okay My life is not meant to be lived this way, this way You promised me one day we would be Husband and wife but it seems to me You're moving further away from me, from me Lord I'm trying to do what's pleasing in your sight But I'm in love, right now I'm caught up Instead of leaving, I know that you'll be right by my side And you'll make a way, just have your way I spent too much time playin wife on many nights Keepin you happy, giving you all of me I wake up every morning feeling guilty cause you're lying next to me Father forgive me, thought by now we'd be married Four months ago you promised me By now I'd have my wedding ring You've shown no committment to me, to me I cannot blame you for using me If I continue to let this be Cause shacking with a man just ain't me, ain't me Lord I'm trying to do what's pleasing in your sight But I'm in love, right now I'm caught up Instead of leaving, I know that you'll be right by my side And you'll make a way, just have your way